New painting, work in progress. There is an image in my mind of color and another of form, and I don’t know yet how they will come together in this painting, or if they will or when they will, but I feel like they will. The energy right now feels like this. All of the elements are there. We have everything we need to create what we wish, but we are staring at a table of ingredients and don’t know where to start! The March energy is saying go go go! But there is another stream asking for patience, because although we could forge ahead with what we have, there is a piece we don’t know we need, a piece of magic, that is on its way. And very soon. There is no wrong way to create your life, but if you feel an inclination to hold off and gather a little more information/time/space, then trust that intuitive sense and know that what you are feeling is exactly where you should be. In this new space, the dark matter of creation and all that is new, I have discovered a new way of channeling where I ask stream of consciousness questions to whoever (higher self, angels, God), whoever comes through as if it were an interview. This has been a really helpful tool for me to get through some anxieties that pop up from time to time, and help me reconnect to a loving space within myself. I am posting this latest “interview” channel on my site if you’d like to read it. Link in bio. Thank you so much for allowing me to share these messages with you. Your support makes me braver every day.
Hello, we are so happy to have you connect with us. You can always go within and we are also always here.
Me- angels please help me feel a lighter vibration. I feel sadness. I feel anxious. It’s on me, but not in me, if that makes sense.
You are standing on the edge of the beach and the waves are washing in. They have a good rhythm, you are mesmerized, it’s a meditation. Suddenly a wave comes in faster and bigger and gets you all wet, maybe knocks you down. You were not expecting this. You knew the wave! You feel taken aback.
D- yes! This is how I feel. Today feels like a wave like that. I’m trying to feel the rhythm of my vibration and that of the vibrations around me and surf them. Today the waves feel unreadable, unsurfable.
Ah yes so best to be patient and wait for a new day. What is your source of stress.
D- ah again going through money too fast, not having control where I though I did, feeling this situation will not change, feeling frustration with the situation itself and wanting to be free of it and fearing I may never be. Feeling inadequate in the world like I’m not good at anything. Feeling down.
Big waves, full of anxiety. You know what dear one, that wave has everyone’s fears in it, and they are all tied to this source. You are watching the source fear of all of humanity roll in. You are all so connected and yet so very alone with your problems. Over many years there has been a great effort to divide up humanity from each other and make them feel small and alone. This wave is creating for the last time out of your cellular memory. Let it break. You know that beautiful moon of yours is pulling this out of all of you. Pulling pulling pulling. Like having a tooth pulled! Not fun. It rises up from deeeep inside. Whew let it go. You are ok! You are all ok! And so loved. When you feel this way can you find the source of love?
D- I can. Thank you so much. Sometimes I just can’t help feeling like this.
Dear one, you and everyone else, but you come back within and you reset and you ask for help and we tell you we are here and we always have been and we always will be, and you are so supported. A direct line.
Diane this is what you know as God. I wanted to chime in here too to send you a wave as well, a wave of love. Thank you for taking a moment to breathe that in and feel it. I know how difficult this has been for humanity, as I feel everything you feel. I see beyond but I am also feeling it within. There is so much pain clearing away. This is new beginning. This is a birth. You are birthing this energy and this is not easy. I feel this. Thank you for allowing me to feel this through you. Ah the bravery to be human, and the beautiful light. Such golden wounded children. But not for much longer. Soon just gold. Keep breathing. Keep breathing. The infinite source of all source love is within you within the infinite moment of your infinite existence. Even if you only feel it for one second, even if that only happens every so often, even if you never feel it, it is there for you because you are never alone despite all appearances to the contrary, even if there is no proof there is trust that I am with you. Look for me in the everyday miracles of love and know that I am always with you. I love you so very much dear child, dear creator, dear God that you are inside.
D- thank you for that. I am moved. I feel that love. I feel all of that sadness and I feel that love. I love you.
We love you. Please sit with us in meditation now while we bathe you in light and love. Namaste.